Summer Break so far..

well..so far..my holiday is awesome..finally started to learn guitar by myself..and is cool..thanks so much to Celeste for willing to borrow me her guitar..and yea..few days back had a day out with these awesome people..Celeste, Yan Jun, Tiffany and Joseph..Eventhough wasn't the whole college gang but I am happy enough..I don't know why..I was so hyper since that day till now..I am like having this anti-depression drug that kept suppressing my emo-ness..and I kind of like myself that way..and yea..I seriously enjoyed myself to the max..had so much fun..Celeste's lameness..and yea..obviously she improved a lot and good in answering lame questions now..Yan Jun's cuteness..I just can't help it to keep saying she is cute because she is really cute!!and what to do?she is my Qing Ai De!*fyi..we are not les*..and love "quarreling" with Joseph since he is lawyer to be and he somehow love to fight back and anyhow want to sue me!Tiffany's blurness..she was kinda out of case sometimes..and of course my hyperness..because of all these different character we had..we can click so well..and hang out with each other without any burden..feeling so good to hang out with them..eventhough it rained badly that day..we were still able to find something to do without being influenced by the stupid weather..all I wanna say is..Hey..to all my besties..I cherish our friendship a lot a lot..you guys are the one who were always there for me when I 1st reached Melbourne..the 1st time I left home..without you guys I doubt I can walk out of homesick so fast..Never regret to choose not to listen to my mum and come to Melbourne for foundation..if not I won't meet you people..you guys are awesome and hopefully our friendship will last forever even after graduation..still remember the cd with the background music-Graduation(friends forever) I made for all of you before I left Melbourne after MUFY?and you guys can never imagine how touched I was when I received the birthday present from you guys all the way from Melbourne to KL last year..haha!Love you guys so much..♥♥♥

okay..a little updates about today..went out alone to buy presents for my mum's friends who take care of my mum so well when we siblings not around..wanted to thanks them for helping my mum all the time..so yea..I went Myer and David Jones to buy something better for them..After buying decided to find Tiffany since she will be having 1 hour break..so yea..1 hour more to spend before meeting her so decided to sit around Bourke street..the weather was nice..cooling and the wind wasn't that strong..so yea..as usual..people playing guitar..classical and country music which I enjoyed a lot..that is where I found out something about myself..I used to sit there like today alone..and usually I will be super emo and down and started to think about all the unhappiness but today..I was happy..I realised I was smiling and instead of thinking about unhappiness..all the sweet memories came into my mind..and yea..mainly friendship..the friends here..friends in Singapore and Malaysia..thinking about how fortunate I am to have all the awesome people around me..how blissful I am to have friends waiting in the airport to meet me up..and yea..Jeffrey is right to tell me that I deserve a better life and start to look around people around me who always bring me happiness and I shouldn't take it for granted..so yea..I am happy!

Alritey..that's all I think..time to continue my series..keke..

cheers~

Little updates..

Alright..trying hard to change my flight..but too bad..still can't make it in the end..anyway..lots of mould growing on me now..hahah!!

okay..I went to "Dreams come True~The Art of Disney's Classic Fairy Tales" yesterday with my Convent besties..hoho..it was nice and brought me back when I was still a little kid..Snow White..3 Little Pigs..Cinderella..Little Mermaid and etc..I am like walking in a dream..and yea..it only cost 12 dollar..and today!I am going to "The Amazing Bodies" exhibition!muahahaha...

well..finished watching "How I Met Your Mother" and it was kind of boring starting from season 4..so yes and now I changed to Korean entertainment show.."Let's get married"..it was cool..and get to know how should a couple or husband and wife stay together and overcome all the difficulties..and get to know more about guys..and of course girls as well..this show kind of makes me keep thinking bout my future..wonder how will it be..I mean..they are just the fake couples but they can be soo sweet and behaving like a real couples..isn't it nice if all the couples know how to understand their partner and avoid fighting and suff..

anyway..one of the couples..the husband act tried to make a song for his "wife" and after editing..the song is super sweet..*dreaming* again..haha..and it brought out some Christmas mood..so..here we go...



cheers~~

randomness..

Okay..finally found this song..I know is random..but well..this song was found by Kay..Ming Liang's friend who is a korean..he found it funny because he heard my name in it..I don't know him well..but he was laughing soo much when he listened to it with Ming Liang in library so I kind of suspect is something to do about me and there you go..isn't it cool?haha!



next..recently I am thinking about cutting my hair..to yea..short hair..kind of sick of my hair style now..since form 3..and my hair is like getting lesser and lesser and lesser!so I am kind of scared..anyway..any suggestion?hoho..here's some hairstyle I am considering..

Anyway..just considering..because I scared I don't have the gut to so in the end..

so..that's it!too bored..so yea..


Celeste!I am looking forward for the trip..hopefull we can make it!=p



cheeeers~~

Exam is officially over..

Oh well..my exam is finally over..and is only 4 days after the exam and I already feeling bored..I mean as if the time passing sooo slow..till I dont even know what to do..was so excited about planning what am I going to do during the holiday but the fact is I can finish all I wanna do in like 3 days?this is sucks..anyway..I enjoyed myself hanging out with my friends..eating comfortably without having a need to rush back home to study..feeling relax and whatsoever..and now..I am like so freaking bored!I can't wait to go back!at least I can help my mum up..accompany my mum..and more stuff to do back in Malaysia..somehow is still my home country..can do whatever I wan..can go out whenever I want and don't have to wait for the tram..

Okay..I was like keep viewing Facebook after my exam..playing those stupid games to kill my time and I actually find it quite interesting..and realise there are tons of different people in this world..sometimes I just can't understand what are they thinking or what is the purpose of doing something on Facebook..and also in the public..well..that's world isn't it?Anyway..I kind of get pissed off for nothing and I can't find out the reason why..oh maybe some friends who always don't reply my message and making me can't decide what to do t my schedule..well..this kind of guys..I am so gona shooot him when I meet him..asking me to meet up..when ask him when and where..no reply anymore..but I can always see him sooo active in Facebook..screw him man!anyway..why should I care if he doesn't even care..but the thing is then don't ask me at the very 1st place!what kind of friend is this..what is the point of having 11 years friendship!arrgh..my blood pressure is rising again..

Well..nothing much to update anymore..hmm..maybe what I did this 4 days..okie..right after exam..helped Carmen and my ex housemate to packed their stuff..then meet up with Kym and Tiffany..and then send my exhousemate off to China..and guess what..I hate saying goodbye when that someone kind of already enter your life and that someone who always bring you laughter whenever we meet..so yea..he is leaving for good..and I might not see him anymore..but who knows he will decide to come back again..so yea..2nd day..I was trying to bake cheesecake and it turned out nice..then at night I went sing K with Jasmine and Ling Sien till 2am..it was awesome..then 3rd day..went shopping with Ming Liang then at night went and watch Harry Potter 7..and again..should watch it..kind of worth it I guess..4th day..went to Box Hill with Ling Sien to explore the food there..and yea..It was making me to feel like going home more..but anyway..the food there is nice..and at night till this morning..doing nothing at home..and perhaps I need to start preparing stuff for tomorrow Birthday party..

Oh well..I should stop here then..good morning everyone!

cheers~

Sorry That I Loved You

New addiction..he is just too cool..and the song is just too nice for an emo kid like me..keke..enjoy~

Yay!Another rainy day..just love the emoness and the peacefulness the rain gave me...the sound of raindrop and the coolness..Well..I miss cold weather..haha..

Anyway..exam still not over yet..and I was just wondering why is the time passing so slow..I just cant wait for 16th Nov 11.30am to come faster..gona spend the rest of my day in Clayton with Carmen since she is leaving the next day..=(..then my time will be pack till 20th Nov..isn't that cool?So much things to do after exam..Let's see..1stly..I am so gonna start swimming..I miss swimming pool!then play badminton with my friends maybe?and er..shop for my best friend's present..want to learn guitar..gona try making cheesecake and cheese tart..and most importantly..sing K!ohyea..gona watch HP 8 on 18th Nov with my RMIT study mate..damn!I can't wait..and 1 more thing..I am going to meet up with Miss Kym Chew!!my super crazy + hyper friend..just like me..so much thing to catch up..muaahaaaha..

Alright..then..go back to Msia..I am gona be so busy again!helping my mum and dad..omg..I am actually feeling excited about it..I miss my parents and my brother..oh God..somehow I kind of feel this sem is soo stressful..till I can't even breath..and I am sure next Sem will be worst..disaster..hahaha!but I am still looking forward about it..since I am going to do my favourite subjects!!lalalala...

Okay..some random stuff again..I don't know why again..but I am so into Jay Chou now especially after watching Mr. J Channel..he is awesome!haha..well..he is soo talented..and hey..just found outhe knows how to play other instrument as well..like cello..that was awesome!and his lyrics all sooo meaningful..I just love the lyrics..=)..

Alritey..is time to back to studies..I don't know what is the purpose of posting this blog but yea..all I know I am enjoying the nice weather now and taking everything slowly..haha..

cheeerz~~good luck to all my Melbourne Uni friends who just started the exam..

Exam Mode Off..

Okay..this is the reason why I don't like a super long break between 2 papers..it sucks!I mean if there are 3 papers after the long break then is fine..I hate it when there is only 1 paper..right..is good in a way that I have a super long time to study for the last paper..but the thing is..after a super intense week..all I want is to chill and slow my tempo down..or even off the exam mode!and yea..I can't restart my exam mode now..especially after hanging out with Carmen yesterday makes me feel like I am really having  holiday now!hahaha..well..I did enjoy myself a lot!Thanks Carmen!!anyway.. isn't that great?been slacking for 3-4 days..been reading the same lecture notes and yet nothing went into my brain..6 more days!and I am still so slacky..COME ON CHIA EE!!get your ass back to exam mode and switch off your bloody holiday mode..damn..

been studying in library since 8 and yea..not productive at all..sucker!I need somone to sit next to me now to motivate me and make me feel stress so I can go back to how I study like mad last week..but too bad..most of my friends who used to study with me is either they finish their exam already or they are having exam
now..yea..when I say now meaning they are in the exam hall now..aiks..Really got to find back my determination and enthusiasm in studies now..YOU CAN DO IT!!!!

Anyway.. 

CELESTE!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!♥

sorry for the late post..was busy slacking yesterday and you won't believe I went shopping and bought some stuff and realised I am really old now..can't stand long walk just like old woman..haha!anyway..can't wait to hang out with you guys!!!eventhough I know is not gona be full attendance again..but yea..and dah lama tak jumpa!!hope you are coping well..all the best for your exam!!!!read your blog and glad you are having awesome people around you!!see you sooon!!!xoxo!

just some random stuff..I think I kind of like his voice..=)

 

Finally..

The most stressful week is now officially over..Pretty confident for the 1st 2 papers..but well my 3rd paper..I am not sure how good /bad I did..anyway..is over..so I shall not think about it anymore..enjoy myself while preparing for the last paper..

Well..anyway..bumped into Joseph today..didn't know we took the same train to Caulfied till he ran to me and called me..and since we finished our exam around the same time so decided to go back together..As usual..no eating before exam..not enough sleep before exam..my condition was really bad after my exam..haha!super tired and hungry..so I decided to have lunch together since he was going to city..I brought him to Chai..thanks to Jun Jun..now lots of my friends know about Chai..haha!!a better place to bring people for lunch..After lunch we went Passion Flower..finally after soo long I get to eat Passion Flower..not very impressed but is not bad afterall..yea..enjoyed hanging out with him since all of us were like sooo busy for exam and don't even get a chance to even say Hi..I just can't wait for the exam to be over..and can't wait for 20th Nov when all of us can hang out together again to have some fun..

Anyway..just a little update about my life recently..apparently RMIT library has become my 2nd home..basically I just go home for shower and sleep..and spent most of my time in RMIT..and yea..we 3 crazy girls..will never forget to find some fun even when we were super stress..and yea..I got to say..I really appreciate the friendship between us..Thanks Jasmine and Ling Sien to come over and study with me..to help me distress..to encourage me..bought me dinner even when you were out for meeting and yea..can't really explain how I feel..but I thanks God for letting you girls to enter my life..especially after the long conversation we had the other night..I know the bonding between us will be even stronger than before..and I kind of miss high school now..haha!

Alritey..got to get some sleep now before heading out for a super awesome dinner with those 2 angels later..

cheers!!Fighting people!I know you guys can do it..=)

Disappointment..

I am feeling very upset..and disappointed right now..wonder why people just can't treat me like the way I treat them..when they need help..I will surely be there for them..no matter how troublesome it is to solve the problems..I will just smile and said.."is ok..whats friends for?"..but what happened when I need help?my reply was..“你很好笑叻。。我那里够时间帮你。。我来不及了。。”What the hell is it?The moment when I heard that..my heart was soo cold..I swear I will never ask any help from him/her ever again..but I can't swear I wont help him/her anymore..but well..that's me..just a little rant before start studying again..just feeling a little down..aiks..

OMG OMG OMG!!1st time being the 1st to enter library..this feels sooo worng..so not me..haha..1st time feel myself like those typical nerd..haha..carrying lots of books and notes having a big backpack standing outside the library waiting for it to open..the moment when the door of thw library opens..I dont whether I should go in 1st or let others to go in 1st..in the end..I chose to go in 1st..since I was standing right infornt of the door..hahahaha!!!okie..I am weird..tomorrow 1st paper I still got mood blogging..haha!!

Well..I just can't wait for this week to be over..CHIA EE!4 MORE DAYS!AND YOU WILL BE 75% FREE!!I don't know why am I feeling soo tense up for this sem..my god..like can'tbreath like that..this Sem really passed super duper fast!

Alritey..should start studying now..if not no use being the 1st 1 to come to the library..GOODLUCK EVERYONE..oh..and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVIN!!!=)

CHEERS~~