No Idea..

I am thankful that you are being so caring all the time, reminding me to have my meal and take my medication, but I have no idea why you could just get so angry when I said I was out alone to chill my mind? am I being too immature or you are being too paranoid? and who are you to me to scold me till it actually hurts me? I know you care for my safety but is that even necessary?

I am confused but I need to focus on my SSC and studies now..thanks for being so caring even when my family chose to leave me alone.

Thanks for the V-day Chocolate.. Though didn't really have a great day but at least I know who is my true friend for now, like right now in my uni life.. Thanks for always being there for me, thanks for being so caring, thanks for being so naggy and keep asking me to go and see doctor whenever I am in pain, thanks for scolding me whenever I was trying to sleep late, thanks for acc-ing me most of the night till I fall asleep, thanks for cheering me up whenever I am down, sorry for making you worry all the time, promise will not speed while crying again when I am really upset. Thanks God for placing you in my life, when I thought I had lose all my friends in uni, thanks for being such a wonderful friend, I regretted for not knowing you earlier, didn't even know your existence when my friend asked me about you, whatever it is, thanks so much! May our friendship will stay..=D

A totally different topic, guess I made a very wrong decision, how many times should I tell myself, no one will ever appreciate what I did, so yea, that's where I am going to stop myself from wasting time on people who don't worth my time and kindness.

Happy Birthday everyone! =)

Happy Chinese New Year!

Chinese New Year has come to to the end, gona start studying again, feeling so siennnnn.. But I really enjoy meeting all my cousins and finally my family can gather together again. Uni starting in 9 hours!haha!

Night!!!=D

Early Morning..

listening to happy song early in the morning but my heart is still hurting, probably I am still not over last night incident.. :'(

So now my mission is over and I am no longer useful.

Dying..

am feeling so unhappy right now, feel like dying, feeling so pain..so pain..I can feel the pressure, I can imagine my BVs in my brain are under so much pressure now that it will burst soon. I can feel my heart is bleeding, cant stop my tears, but why treat me like that? :'(

happy.....

Something wrong with me today, I don't know why am I so happy today, well..I guess I know..but guess I shall keep that to myself..keke..anyway..finally going to finish my assignment soon! am really looking forward for whatever I am looking forward now..wahahahaha!!! lame..=.="

So many things happened in the past few weeks, but guess I had grown up a little.. Know how to let go, know how to enjoy, know how to ask for what I want, know how to reject people.

well, is kind of inappropriate to whatsapp your senior at this hour and ask if you are free, esp when you just pissed that senior off few days back. what now? trying to mend back whatever you just broke? no way.. once there's no trust, you can never gain the trust back from me. So, go reflect yourself! haha!

and you, if you ever come and ask me why I didn't reply your msg, I will say, I am sorry, your number got deleted..*wink. and I didn't receive any! told you not to mess with me, I have nothing to loss but to become stronger. so thanks!

Anyway, I AM HAPPY..and I really mean it! gona start studying sooooon! =D