new blog new life..

guess is time for me to reli start a new life..e stuff i realised from e day i step out from my home n landed on a totally different land are

*i gona learn how to let go..
*i gona face e truth tat e world is unfair..
*nvr get things for granted..
*cherish everything i have n not till when e things or ppl left me..
*nth last forever..
*promises cant b trusted..
*family are e 1 closest to me..hu will not look down on me n will always b der for me to support me n encourage me..
*some friends are juz passer-by of my life..
*not to put in all my effort on sum1 till i finally realise wad kind of person she/he is
*not to put in all my feelings to sum1 hu u think u love e most as u mite love him deeply but he mite not..
LASTLY!
*studies n future is my priority!

woke up super early today..which i donno y..v tired..but couldnt fall aslp again..so decided to create a new blog..b4 thinkin of creating a new blog..sum1 appeared in my mind..hu i m not sure can b trusted..as everything i told him will end up in my mum's ears..not to say that e sumthing i told him was a secret n my mum definitely cannot noe bout it..but i juz don like e feelings dat my words got passed to sum1 else..n den..weird feelings coming out..wad happened to e "friendship" we had in e past?wad happened to e fone call he always made when i nd sum1 to tok to even after midnite?wad happened to everything we had b4 i left for my college life..gone!all gone!kinda blue morning..haih..

anyway..last nite..i finally decided to end everything..mite not b clean..but at least i noe i will not b part of his life nemor..i m done..i got blocked..hope everything will not replay again..bye my loved..hope u will sumhow realised hu cares for u e most when u said she nvr care bout u..

is a pretty blue post for e opening of my blog..but dis is e onli reason i recreate a new blog..dump all e unhappy stuff to my blog..n hope i can lead a happier life..^^

cheers~