20100411

end of easter break..

last night to enjoy before uni reopen..well..overall..i should say i didn't really enjoy my holiday..not sure why..maybe because i was supposed to catch up with my studies but obviously i didn't do it..why?because i was distracted by someone i love..not that he distracted me..i should say i was emotionally distracted..so yea..well..in fact i did study but i didn't cover everything..the best thing is i got an email from the staff yesterday saying that i will be having a test on this coming Friday..isn't that great?

anyway..from this holiday i kind of learnt something..from previous post we know that..not all the friendship last forever..and of course relationship too..and i also starting to accept that everyone will change eventually..and yes maybe i am on my way too..to someone better or worst?that's for all of you to judge..and last thing is in order to get what i want..i have to put in my heart and soul..and start thinking what kind of person am i?do i deserve to get what i am hoping for?if i don't then how should i improve myself so that i deserve to get that..not sure whether you all will understand what am i trying to say..but i guess whatever message i am trying to send here are all in there..and i hope i am almost there..not just saying things you want..it also applies on friendship and relationship..meaning..if you want to maintain a friendship or relationship..effort is needed..and also you heart and soul..

SO!tomorrow!back to uni..i am not sure i should be excited or upset..uni starts meaning i have to "enjoy" travelling again which is really tiring especially when class start at 8am and end at 5pm..and tomorrow i have to go uni earlier just to submit my stupid lab report..and what time my class start?3pm..isn't that sucks?and that lab report due on 12pm..i m so pissed..but anyway..holiday finishing soon..yea..real soon..so is time for me to concentrate back into my studies now..continue to score well in order to get 1 step nearer to my goal..ganbate!!aza aza fighting!!

LASTLY!ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!ESPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO ARE GOING TO HAVE MID-SEM TEST..JIA YOU!がんばて くだいさい!!

cheers~~

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