I can't even breath..

Someone is really pushing me too hard..I scared I really can't take it anymore and something might really happen to me..I can't stay here anymore..I might go insane..faking the smile all day is making me super exhausted..but showing emo face everyday is not gona change my luck either..The only way I can solve this problem is to move out this bloody place..somewhere that's really not belong to me when there is someone there..whenever that someone is there..my life is gona be so sucky..and I seriously am having a suckest life now..I am scared..I might really break down one day..