back in Melbourne for 2 weeks edi..but I still miss my mum badly..miss my life in JB with my dad n mum..serve them n acc my mum all e time..but now..i cant do anything for her here..haih..
2 weeks..life without internet sucks..cant do anything..can check my stuff..cant email..everyhing oso cannot..have to come uni earlier just to on9..haih..n i hate staying in library when is not exam period..guess wad..couples love to hide in library doin stuff that i dont like..conquer 2 individual tables but not doing anything..sharing 1 table with her bf..and put stuff on another..i hate dis..haih..i hate couples being so loving..it seems soo fake to me..u people noe or not?nth last forever..i noe i m mean to say dat..i noe becos nth last for me dats y i say dat..but dats e facts..or mayb shud i say..if u wan sumthing to last for u..u have to sacrifice sumthing in order to get e thing u wan forever?dats so unfair..ah..wadever..
2 weeks..trying to push myself more to studies..eventho is onli 2nd week of 2nd sem..i edi study like mad..i donno y..perhaps when there is things to do i wont think so much?i wont eagerly n kp wanting to find him?i wont regret to delete him n her from my life?i know i gona be strong..but how strong can i be?at this stage of my life..everything seems opposing me..what else can i do other than kp cheating on myself?telling myself everything will be fine..but in fact it will not?for now..how i hope i can be sumwhere where no1 knows me..yea..no1..i m so sick of this world..this cruel reality..i hate this.......
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